...:Am I a failure if I got nothing to lose:...

lostlittleone @ 2005-05-07T19:35:00

2005-05-07T23:37:04Z

Ok OK I understand now why no one new as add my new journal to their friends its because I for got to give you the name well here it is XrockstarloveX

Peace out

lostlittleone @ 2005-05-04T15:31:00

2005-05-04T19:33:09Z

Ok Ok sorry to say but I got a new journal...... Yay Be happy for me I'm awsome well I really wont right in this one any more I'll just post like poems and quizzes so you my new journal is

Yea its pretty sweet so Peaces out

lostlittleone @ 2005-04-30T17:20:00

2005-04-30T21:21:29Z

photoboothxkiss

Some info I needed

2005-04-30T21:20:21Z

My lil Mistake: Courtney how do you make all those cool colorbars and background and those one things that state your name and all that good stuff over a picture.? Like what type of program do you need and where do you get it and I want to know how to make icons
My lil Mistake: Sorry just to ask you out of the blue
SailorSun1012: I use Adobe PhotoShop
My lil Mistake: Is that a good one
SailorSun1012: and for the icons I use Adobe ImageReady
SailorSun1012: The best one that I know of
My lil Mistake: Where do I get it
SailorSun1012: It's a program you have to buy so you can't download it online
My lil Mistake: damn it
SailorSun1012: But if you have a downloading program like Kazaa or Ares you can download it
My lil Mistake: so like if I have limewire I can get it
SailorSun1012: Yea, prolly
My lil Mistake: So I just go and there and type that in
SailorSun1012: yea
My lil Mistake: Is it hard program to use (the one you make the stuff on)
My lil Mistake: Wow your a big help
SailorSun1012: Nah
SailorSun1012: I mean, of course it's gonna be a lil hard at first cause you dun know everything. But once you start messing around with it you'll get used to all the different tools
My lil Mistake: cuz I want to make a new journal and all and I want it to be awsome
My lil Mistake: Thanx I love you your my favorite you like my favorite everything
SailorSun1012: lol, thanks
SailorSun1012: And you ever need help feel free to ask
My lil Mistake: I will I will
My lil Mistake: Yea I gots to go now but thanx for the help home ie peace out
SailorSun1012: No prob, see ya

Awsome Person

2005-04-30T21:11:18Z

im_a_rockstarx3

He's a total lier

2005-04-30T18:54:44Z

Ewwww He got head in the bath room nasty oh that my cousin that did

So deep that I didnt even bleed

2005-04-27T23:18:14Z

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Oh and this

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite Color:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?:

1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. With tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
15. Do you think I'm Hot?
16. Would you call me just because?
17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?
18. If you could change anything about me, would you?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

...:You cant stop fucking with my Head:...

2005-04-27T23:03:06Z

Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow
You wrote me a letter
so I don't have to drink yesterday, today or tomorrow.
Because now I'm fixed.
I don't have to drown any sorrow.
Maybe now I don't have to lose you.
I'll figure out a way to finish what we started.
You live so far away,
but our heart's paths are uncharted,
so we can make our own maps
that are based not on distance or topography,
but on want and need.
We'll call it "Love Geography"
and we will write books
that millions will want to know and understand.
We will be like Lewis and Clark
traveling together over this new land.
We won't need anyone else
to give us any misguided directions,
because all we need is our compass
created by our magnetic attraction.
I'll meet you halfway,
and it'll be a lonely trip until I catch you.
We can forget our pasts,
and together start anew.
Throw away old photographs
because nothing existed before your eyes knew mine.
My journals have been burned
because words about anyone but you are asinine.
The only thing I retain
from a past that has been trite and meaningless,
will be the dreams
where you are the animus.
Because you are the male me.
You represent all I can't be but want from another.
Jung understood why
humans have to create a masculine other.
But now those dreams will end
because you are a tangible being spawned from my mind,
and I am truly complete.
Your virility is as much mine.
So keep the letters coming
until this fabulous future becomes yesterday, today and tomorrow.
When my life can finally begin
because I've forgotten the meaning of sorrow.

Yea I thought maybe I should up date that would be best huh? Well lets see what has happen in the past couple of weeks that is worth talking about ummm......

OK the thing about Dorian and Sam ok Sam is this one girl that goes to my school and well she give this one kid name josh head in the boys bathroom during 6th hour so Dorian andf her friend Jessica told everyone and Sam got pissed but didnt do anything abouit it. The we come back in to the locker room and Laura a girl that doesnt evern know Dorian Sai shut up you sult to Dorian. So they start to fight but know fist fight and then nothing happens. A lot of rumors were started and the Dorian told Laura off. and that was that they just dont talk now.

OK now let me tell you about my weekend. Ok I went to the firehouse because I was going to spend the night at Heathers. So I get there and I say hi to everyone. Then me and heather hung out with Amber. Then we went around and ask people do they love heathers diddles most people did this one little boy said I have a girlfriend leave me alone. So we left him alone then we as this one hott mexican and he said no we said your gay and left bothered Anthonmy for sometime. David showed up me and Heather keep saying hott he was. Oh my he is so hott. The we asked him if he loved Heathers diddles he ask when did you get boobs then he ask anthony and anthony was all like I dont know so we left and bothered randall he keep saying he was stuck in between a rock and a hard place cuz he want this one girl. Didnt really care. Left hung out with Josh Jeremy Lex Kat Amber another Josh and Heather. Oh and Adam. Found out what I will do for a dollar and then I found out what I will do to give away a dollar. Then we left after seeing randall make out with this one girl. Then we left. When back to Heathers house. Me and Heather wanted McDoanlds so when there they were open so we waited in the drive throw they didnt serve us we were mad. So we got so chips. Then walked back home sat out side and talk some time when in side Heather spilt milk in her eye then me Heather Randall Alex and Anthony all hung out in heathers room till like 4 in the moring. Then woke up when to lUkes birthday party he was mad most of the time then me and heather just hang out Kyle totally wanted Heather. Then we swam alot. THen Roxy came I seen her diddles did nothing. When back to heathers. Seen a movie it was dumb . Then went home hung out with david and Randall
Seen them fight in the rain it was sexy. Then we did nothing. Went to bed then we wake up the next moring to find out that Randall and Axel and Anthony got picked up by the cops. IT was funny. Then we went to the beach again. Then we went back to heathers house randall pinched my diddle it hurt really bad then we went to the park hung out with David and Randall and HEather Randall and David both pinched my diddle at the same time and the hurt then I went home. Oh and I got to see their snake eat a Rat it was cool.

But I must go now peace out bye.

lostlittleone @ 2005-04-25T16:55:00

2005-04-25T20:58:49Z

People really want me to update but I dont have the time but as so as I do I so will I just want to say I went to heathers this weekend and had so much fun and i got a new crush he is so hot and muslely so sexy. but peace out loves bye

lostlittleone @ 2005-04-21T15:41:00

2005-04-21T19:44:10Z

Today at school was so awsome there was a verbal fight between Dorain and this girl name Sam and the this other Girl Scream at dorian and told her to shut up you slut it was so funny I'm on Dorian side because Sam is sult

lostlittleone @ 2005-04-02T20:15:00

2005-04-02T20:19:38Z

Hey love I'm in london its really fun to tell you the truth Even though their are some bad times. Lets just say people like to leave me out sometimes its ok but As so as I get back to the states I'll show you pictures. I bought alot of cool thing. Oh and the Pope is dead and I am some what starting to hate one of my friends on this trip but I wont later. Ben is the one that is really paying for me to use this.

Oh and Steven I think we should talk about that one thing cuz I think I know who told her all this stuff because I talk to her the friday before I left.

lostlittleone @ 2005-03-16T20:42:00

2005-03-17T02:02:59Z

Well I dont really have anything to say but I did do some awsome quizzes so follow the cut and you can get to know me Peace out

What Does Your Inner Anime Character Look Like? (For Girls) by Rose Lover
User Name
Age
Height
Fav. Colors
Fav. Anime Show
What you look like
Role	The hot one every guy hits on

Quiz created with MemeGen!

This is the 2nd time I took this but I spelled green wrong the 1st time

What Does Your Inner Anime Character Look Like? (For Girls) by Rose Lover
User Name
Age
Height
Fav. Colors
Fav. Anime Show
What you look like
Role	Wanderer

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	kawaiinekogrl
Best sex of your life:	westbanjo09
Will make you come 1000 times:	dyslexicheartx
Will break your heart:	slut_faced
Best Kisser:	sponge_talk
Best cuddler:	confusedlilfuck
You secretly dream of:	takin_a_chance
But this person dreams of you:	stacee_17
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	spongemonkey07

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Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	poet_demas
Best sex of your life:	sweetxserenade
Will make you come 1000 times:	princessicons
Will break your heart:	takin_a_chance
Best Kisser:	scionofstrings
Best cuddler:	xxzombiexx
You secretly dream of:	confusedlilfuck
But this person dreams of you:	wakeb_87
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	westbanjo09

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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	everlasting

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Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Met	at a pub
You Have	1 child
You Live	australia
In	a flat
You And Your Partner Are Best Known For	being incredibly selfish and self centred

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Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Emo Boy/Girl
Your Favorite Band/Song	Rilo Kiley - Papillon
You Like To Read:	Sheet music
You Firmly Believe In:	Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are:	A sleazy prostitute
You Were Conceived:	On accident
You Will Marry:	An Italian plumber

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Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	High Social Status / Wealth
In a survival situation, you:	Cleverly trick your attacker
Your hidden talent is:	Courage
Your gift is:	Cunning
In groups, you:	Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:	Your sensuality
Your weakness is:	Being unforgiving

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Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	Manic-Depressive Man
Super Power	X-Ray Vision
Enemy	The Gangsta
Mode Of Transportation	Mechanical Bull
Weapon	Frying Pan

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Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there because	you escaped a nuclear war
For _____ years	53
With	Jackie Chan. Click for pic.
He/She will think you are	stupid
You will	run far, far away

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Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:	eyes
best personality trait:	caring
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?	no
when will you get married?	February 2, 2020
your kiss is:	meaningful!
People date you because:	you're everything they want in a girl/guy

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Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
Username?
Your Love Is...	Gentle
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a river, very refreshing
Your Partner Is...	Your master
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are their bitch
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"Play is not for kids alone"

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HOW DO YOU KISS? by 3circledsun
Username
Your Kiss...	Glides gently across
...	the curve of a hip
...	and lands about
...	tasty lips

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Theme songs of your life by eponine
your name?
love song:	i want it that way- backstreet boys
depressing song:	bother - corey taylor
party song:	i wanna be bad - willa ford
what-the-hell-ever song:	who will save your soul - jewel
your life	fire and rain - james taylor

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Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics.
Clothes:	Little by way of actual clothes, but lots and LOTS of really cool accessories.
Powers:	Fire magic
Special Features:	Fox ears and tail
Sidekick:	The great spirit of (insert character name of choice here), as channeled through whatever item you have onhand at the time.
Attitude:	Psychotic and damn proud.
Weapon:	Claws

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What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
Username
You will die by:	You always were kinky in your sex life and took it just a bit to far. You died over doing breath control, blood play, or some other strange kink.
Death Date:	July 15, 2040
Number attending your funeral?	126
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$1,868,137

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What is a good quote for you? by grlinterupted
Name
Color
Say what??	"Every time I go to the doctors I get a jacket, a straight one. It makes me feel special because I get to hug myself."

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lostlittleone @ 2005-03-15T20:17:00

2005-03-16T01:18:23Z

Take the quiz at dicepool.com

No use trying to fight it, you're an eight-sided die, a d8. A fine example of simple elegance, the d8 is one of the least appreciated types of dice, and is often neglected. You are known to be quiet and shy, outward traits that conceal viscous sarcasm and mean wit. You are very smart, yet wise enough to hide your intelligence the quicker they found out how smart you are, the sooner they'll put you to work, which is something you can do without. People call you dark and pessimistic, or moody and cynical. You find little point in arguing.

Wow that is true sad but true. Oh yea remind me to burn the disturbed cd for jakie before 2morrow. Well peace out

lostlittleone @ 2005-03-09T20:43:00

2005-03-10T01:46:35Z

If I were God over LiveJournal... by shinikami
Username
Jesus would be	starscryblcktrs
The four archangels would be	westbanjo09
and	dyslexicheartx
and	xxzombiexx
and	mandachic16
The Blessed Virgin would be	unimportant_one
Satan would be	kawaiinekogrl
The antichrist would be	angel4sho
And YOU would be	An angel

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This is like one of the weirdest ones I ever got Because One Jayme is the Virgin.... Wrong... Steven's Jesus...... Thats funny...... Courtney is Satan.... That made me pee my pants thats how funny that one was.... Also I'm an Angel... That kills me well it is true Its just funny to me

Its like I've lost Its like I'm giving up slowly

2005-03-06T17:26:42Z

Revenge

Blazing from a bottomless lake of fire
it will invade the bounds of your comfort zone
supported by power of sure intention
to grant suffering to your flesh and bone.

Concerned about your safety it is not
as it yearns to accomplish nothing more
than the destruction of your sickening pride
that nourishes your ego to the core.

At my command its presence shall depart
and begin its delegated journey
to encroach upon your clueless being
and deliver a curse of your deserving.

Though I have desire with all my heart
for peace in abundance of radiant light
you exist no longer in my eyes
and all thoughts of you are cast into night.

No earthly prayer shall heed your pleading
as you hide behind the gilded altar,
for patience has come to a definite end
and no deed of yours shall make me falter.

Tell you the truth this weekend was pretty damn good.... MAybe I should take it day by day to explain it to you.

Well Friday I didnt go to school. Which was great but I miss this test in PE so I have to make it up damn I got to study. Then My mom yelled at me alot so that wasnt so great. But the day gets better. I then went to angela and he fucked around and waited to go to the fair.

Ok like we had to pick up angela's sister's Friends and had to take them home to get ready so that they could go to the fair with us and they took like for ever. But then we went to the fair and we had to wait in like line for like 5 mins to get our wrist band think it was awsome. Then we get in and Angela knowing Angela had to piss. So I had to wait for her to finsh peeing and I shall this guy fall of this toilet racing thing it was funny. So we wait in line for this one line and we thought it was like some roller coaster thing and we didnt think it was going to be lame or anything but there was many clues stating that it was lame like it was shaped like a dargon and only little kids were getting on it. Doesnt that just have like a big sigh with flashing lights thats saying lame lame. It was then we were walking and I seen Heather and I gave her a hug and had a chat with her. Anthnoy and Randall were standing by here man they looked like shit. Anthony (mind you my ex they I would of still dated if he didnt look so bad now.) had still had his spikey hair that I always loved about him but he had shaved the sides off So it looked like shit. Then Randall just didnt look the same he looked like shit. So then me and Angela went on all these other rides and when we went on the rock and roller ride we seen her sister all by her self so we told her sister to wait for us to get off. Then her sister told use this stroy of how her friends ditched her. It was sad. So then she rode some rides with us. Then she started to talk these one boys that at first I didnt know but come to find out that it was this kid name Alan that got cought with weed in the 5th grade. Man I dont like that kid then he kept like touching me and I was like dont touch me. The we went on the roller coster and ditched them. Then I seen Ashlee and Anthony and Randall again and I like gave ashlee this big wave. I miss that girl shes awsome. Then I was walking cuz Angela and Amanda was on a ride. ANd I shall them again on the bumper cars. They always loved those rides. They went on the ride like 3 times in a row. Then me and Angela got an Elephant ear. THen we left adn went home and sleep.

Then we woke up around 12 and we watch you got sevred (I cried. Thats sad but it was a sad movie.) And we watched SAw. I loved that movie. It was great. I love movies like that. THen I came home and went to walmart like twice and Angela gave me alot of free samples because she's a free sample giver outer.

Then today I did nothing nothing at all. But I did talk to luke he's going surfing I want to learn how to surf. He's awosme. But I'm gonna go know bye bye babes Love ya

lostlittleone @ 2005-03-01T16:58:00

2005-03-01T22:16:38Z

Losing My Mind

I’ve become weak
Lost and alone.
With tears of sulphur
And a heart of stone.

I’ve become nothing
A speckle in this time
Thoughts became illegal,
Feelings became a crime.

I’ve become a follower
My hands are tied by love.
I’ll sit and watch the crowded graves
And the killing of the dove.

I just fail to feel alive.
We fight and we brawl
And then, as we die
We stare at the whitewash wall
And cry.

Sitting in the corner,
Watching you point and stare
“See that poor girl
She’s dying over there”

Well I'm starting to miss someone so much. And I dont knwo what to do or say. I dont know how to change the way I feel about him or how I feel about anything. It just bothers me that I cant change anything about anything. And I just feel like shit and I have no reason to be so piss off and sad. I really want to talk to Luke. I miss him. I really miss him so much. I really just feel like shit not talking to him for so long I just want him to be like he was.

Talking to angela Were talking about who she likes. Werid. I need a man.

I get to choice what I want to do for next school year. I really dont know what I want to really do with the school.

I have a plan I great plan lol. Hey I like this song I'm going to give you the lyrics

Well I'm going to go now bye

Story Of A Lonely Guy
by Blink 182

Push it out 
fake a smile 
avert disaster 
just in time. 

I need a drink 
cause in a while 
worthless answers 
from friends of mine. 

It's dumb to ask 
cool to ignore 
girls possess me 
but they're never mine 

I made my entrance 
avoided hazards 
checked my engine 
I fell behind 

da da da da da da da da da 

I fell behind 

da da da da da da da da da 

She makes me feel like it's raining outside 
and when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside 
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom. 
I get too scared to move, cause I'm a fuckin' boy. 

Remember when 
I was in 
the grocery store 
now's my time 

lost the words 
lost the nerve 
lost the girl 
left the line 

I would wish 
upon a star 
but that star 
it doesn't shine 

so read my book 
with a boring ending 
a short story 
of a lonely guy. 

da da da da da da da da da 

I fell behind 

da da da da da da da da da 

She makes me feel like it's raining outside 
and when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside 
i'm alway's nervous on days like this, like the prom. 
I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin boy. 

She makes me feel like it's raining outside 
and when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside 
I'm always nervous on days like this, like the prom. 
I get too scared to move, cause I'm still just 
A stupid worthless boy

Ran storms take me away form the north

2005-02-23T01:11:59Z

When I look,
I look into your soul.
I can see your searching
eyes ... looking into me,
into the very
depths that I
hide.

I let you seepast them, mostly.
Because I love you, I let you look.

So far, yet our
hearts and souls are
bound together.

Distance is merely a
physical separation ...
It neither helps nor hinders
our love for one another.

The way I feel
when I talk to you.
There are no words
that allow me
to tell you
Besides "I love you."

So old-fashioned,
uncreative,
I love you.

From my very being,
I love you.

Forever and more,
I can't say it enough.

I'll say it until I die,
pass from this
world,

Will you believe it?
Will you, please?

I love you.

My heart runs
in circles.

My mind's spinning.

Breathless
Dizzy
Spinning
Twirling
Excited
Jumpy ...

In love ...
It's the greatest feeling.

Tell you the truth I am happy today not like happy happy just happy. I have no real need to be happy just that I got some make up work sitting on my bed that I dont want to do. I also gots to study for a bio test that is tomorrow Damn dont I have a life thats just filled with school work.

I convese my mom to let me download napster. Awsome. I really like that I'm gonna download Marilyn MAnson > Personal Jesus its like the first on my list I love that guy. I'm also going to download Mudvayne> Happy?. For some odd reason I want to listen to very hard core stuff latly. Like disturbed and shit. Who know I'm a weirddo.

I'm on the phone with Donna. Donna is awsome chick. Luke keeps telling Donna he's single you know thats not gonna last that long. Dont think I'm going hook up with him I dont want that from him. Love that guy to death but I dont want him in that way. Well I'm not gonna lie. I want him any way I can get him.

At times I cant hear donna at times because she's on a cell phone. Weird. We're talking about her man Phillip. I spit in thats kids face. LOL.

Well Peace out Honey Child

My Whole love life is a blues song waiting to be written down on blank piece of lined paper.....

With some Pain and Some Spit and Some SPUNK!!!!

2005-02-19T03:26:53Z
Hey I haven't talked to most of you in some time..... maybe it because I have no life and I been working on my school work. Wait that sounds totally not like something I would do but its true wow that's sad. Most of the smart kids last year were like fuck it this year and I'm really trying I just think its weird. I don't know why though. Maybe its just that no one around me is really trying. Well at least I have Chaka still. She's still trying to keep her grades up. I really like talking to Chaka now a days she's really nice. She a lot sweeter then last year. I kinda like LPA now. I made a lot of new friends but I miss a lot of my old ones to. I going to London soon and next Christmas I'm going to Japan. (Courtney's jealous of that one. LOL) That's really good cuz by the time I'm 17 I've been to two different countries. That's weird. I want to change the way I dress and look. Like cut and maybe dye my hair. And like change my dressing to fit my life style better. Nicole Richie is my style icon from now on. I really cant change much about my style this year but next year its all gonna change. Nicole Richie is so pretty. I love her. I want to lose some weight. PE really isnt help with that. I hate PE. Its ok I just dont like to Run in a time limit cuz I know I cant make it so it upsets me. Damn it. I'm some what upset at the moment. DOnt know why. Today has had its ups and downs like an up was I got an 88 on my bio test. Yes. Then I wanted to go to the firehouse but my mom said no. That sucks I wanted to see some of my friends. I'm talking to Steven right now. About this long story about the Necklace heather gave him. I miss that girl. Talk to her the other night. She is awsome. Why do I write so much no one gonna read it other then maybe steven. HI who ever you are. Well I'm gonna go but heres some things I did. Peace out love.

Your Erotic LJ dream by cozzette
username
you went to bed feeling
You began to dream about sassysairs
who was recieving oral from you
in thier bed
with whipped cream everywhere
which made you twitch
but was interupted by thunder
who began to take pictures
You awoke after awhile, this is good stuff after all
and you hope that dreams do come true
chance of that happening:: 7%
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Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A: Emo Boy/Girl
Your Favorite Band/Song Rilo Kiley - Papillon
You Like To Read: Sheet music
You Firmly Believe In: Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are: A sleazy prostitute
You Were Conceived: On accident
You Will Marry: An Italian plumber
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What Makes You Sexy?
by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is Your Lips
Special Talents Are Stalking Your Prey
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Your LJ Strip Club by ScreamingDolai
username
The type of joint you run
Your club is called Boob-O-Rama
Sleazy manager poet_demas
Scary bouncer sweetxserenade
Most frequent customer wakeb_87
Highest paid stripper cubbielee
Can do really acrobatic pole tricks xxzombiexx
Just doing this to pay for med school mmmmumbles
Had to get "enhancements" to make more money sweetmizre
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... unique
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Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be Cold Bull Dodga
You ride around in a 2004 BMW 530
Yo gang The Yakuza
Yo shoes be Made outta trash bags
Yo dubs be dis big, fool 4,075
How much money you got? $5.06882730011899e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 92%
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Your Stripper Info by radioface
first name
age
Stripper Name: Barbie
Specialty: climbing the pole
Customers say: "Nooo, come baaaack!"
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What do people really think about you?
by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think You work too hard
Strangers think You're hot
Friends think You talk too much
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Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...)
by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink Thing You have a puke fetish.
Your Sexual Strength Sweet and gentle...
Your Sexual Weakness Vibrators intimidate you.
Your Likely STD You're clean!!
How Many Partners in Crime? A few.
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Your Sex Icon by xo wildxfire ox
Username
Girl/Boy
Your Sex Icon
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What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex
by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say "It's not that it was bad..."
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You in 10 years by lamborghinikid
Name
you will be even more weird
you will have long hair
you will of become a midget
you will smoke weed
you will drive a Lamborghini
your shirt will say i am special
you will endorse storks
you will get even more gayer
you will like mountain dew
you will beat a tv
you will look like
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Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life: slut_faced
Best sex of your life: sweetmizre
Will make you come 1000 times: de4l_with_it
Will break your heart: tinkerbell1989
Best Kisser: poet_demas
Best cuddler: spongemonkey07
You secretly dream of: mandachic16
But this person dreams of you: dyslexicheartx
Will handcuff you and screw you silly: ihatesoleil
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Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2
LJ Username
You are: Samurai (samurai)
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Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Username
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted of Frequent Public 'Self-Love'
And sentenced to Life with Parole
Warden de4l_with_it
Abusive redneck guard sassysairs
Easy to bribe guard poet_demas
Cellmate kawaiinekogrl
Wants to make you their bitch sponge_talk
Drops soap in the shower on purpose confusedlilfuck
Works in the laundry and smells people's undies stacee_17
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits' dyslexicheartx
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Wow Steven I never knew you were like that and Yes Courtney is my Cell mate
Your LJ Christmas Party by cerulean_dreams
Username
First to arrive princessicons
Made a snowman with a strategically placed carrot _crashxandxburn
Stuck a Candy Cane down their pants sassysairs
Spiked the eggnog stacee_17
Knocked over the Christmas Tree spongemonkey07
Was ran over by Santa's sleigh cubbielee
Was poisoned after they consumed a poinsettia sweetxserenade
Dressed up as Santa unimportant_one
Kissed you Under the Mistletoe ihatesoleil
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You know whats sad most of these are true or sound true

lostlittleone @ 2005-02-01T16:51:00

2005-02-01T22:00:29Z

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be Porn star
You will be worth $698,541
Everyone will think you looked cuter in high school
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Which Band Should You Be In?
by couplandesque
Your Name
Band Name Dashboard Confessional
Role Vocalist
Trademark Well-Worn Doc Martens
Love Interest Well-Known Actress
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I know I been dead for a while I hope u forgive me..... I have a feeling no one reads my journal any more but those who do I'm sorry for being gone for so long...... JUst school takes alot from me now. Its the IB program you know..... Lets see Ummm As for my love life I still like Luke and nothing has happen with that I'm just gonna wait good things comes to those who wait.... Lets hope its true. Ummmm my history day project was grea. I have about 53 more days till I got to london and about 5 or less months till my birthday. I think I got a 63 on my American Gov test damn it I'm trying really hard to get mostly A's so I can get a tattoo this summer. I been looking for colleges that are great for people who want to major in dramatic arts/theater I really like drama I would like to do that for a living. I may have to take some classes after school and stuff or during summer. I dont care. I really got to get better grade I'm working hard. Lets hope it works. I printed out a job applaction for hot topic so I can get a job there when I trun 16 but other then that I am good nothing is going on. Oh today is my Ex-Boyfriend's Birthday. Yay. His name is Anthony. I wish we were still friends cuz I would have called him today and said Happy Birthday. Well I got to go. Oh and I got this for you...........

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal

lostlittleone @ 2005-01-19T15:28:00

2005-01-19T20:37:25Z
1. Tell me something obvious about you.
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know.
3. What is your biggest fear?
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.
6. What is your most treasured possession?
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
8. Tell me something sexually about you that I don't know.
9. Tell me something sexually about you that everyone knows.
10. What is your favorite lie to tell?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
12. Are you the jealous type?
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
16. When was the last time you cried?
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
would you..
Give me your number?
Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
Let me take you out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
Buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
Sing car karaoke with me?
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Let me give you a piggyback ride?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

I like this poem

2005-01-17T02:43:17Z
You say you aren’t
You say you aren’t everything they make you out to be,
But that’s just it, you are
Cheating, lying, drugs, love, care, compassion, bitch, an over all good personality.

You say you aren’t everything they make you out to be,
And I don’t understand how you can say that.
For just because you see the good.
There is hell dropping around you, that’s who you are.

And I am too, that.
That evil, that sadness, that manipulative, that everyone wants.
The problem is people want that without realizing it is their hopeless want,
Because all of a sudden they realize that we aren’t that at all.
Just a game, to keep the fuckers out.

You say you aren’t everything they make you out to be,
No your right, there is a whole lot more
Weather that is a good thing
Depends on if you want to live with a whore.
A nice one though, she really doesn’t want to be that,
But when that is who you are, everyone else does.

You say you aren’t everything they make you out to be,

You say you aren’t everything they make you out to be,

You say you aren’t everything they make you out to be,

You say you aren’t

You are.

lostlittleone @ 2005-01-16T21:43:00

2005-01-17T02:42:48Z
001. Time? 9:26pm
002. Date? 1-16-05
003. Jewelry? cherry necklace
004. Clothes? NFG shirt soft pants and a jacket
005. Taste? pizza
006. Sound? mom talking
007. Crush? a few - Luke
008. Best friend? Angela Luke Justine Courtney and I dont know
009. Mood? Sad and Lonely
010. Thing in sight? The computer

G e n e r a l
I n f o r m a t o n

011. Name? PAtience Sahara Nix
012. Nickname? Pai
013. Birthday? June 25
014. Sex? Sure why not oh wait I mean Female
015. Location? Florida
016. Grade? Freshmen
017. School? LPA
018. Jobs? aint got one
019. Siblings? Gunnar
020. Pets? 2 dogs 5 cats

T h e
L a s t

021. Movie you saw? Meet the Fohkers (I cant spell)
022. Movie you rented? Wicker Park
023. Song you listened to? Scars> Papa Roach
024. Person you kissed? girl or guy girl Heather (dont ask wild night) Ryan (also wild night same night)
025. Person you called? Angela
026. Person that called you? Luke
027. Person you IM'd? My cuz Josh
028. Person that sent you a text message? Tuesday
030. Thing you read? great expectations

F r i e n d s

031. Best? Luke Angela Justine and Courtney
032. Funniest? When stoned luke and when normsl Angela
033. Trustworthy? Angela and Courtney
034. Advice? Angela and Courtney
035. Loudest? Angela
036. Quietest? Justine
037. Most athletic? Courntey
038. Coolest? All
039. Smartest? Courtney
040. Fallen for? Luke

C u r r e n t
B u d d y L i s t

041. Total people?32
042. Total people online? 9
043. Away messages up? 2
044. People on cell phones? 32
045. Screen names you have? 3

H a v e
Y o u
E v e r

046. Kissed someone? Heck yea
047. Kissed a stranger? yea
048. Snuck out at night? yea
049. Run away? Not yet
050. Cursed at mom/dad? Yep 1st time 3rd grade
051. Gone to church? Nope
052. Lied to someone you love? Yea
053. Masturbated? I dont want to talk about this
054. Played spin the bottle? yea
055. Gone skinny dipping? yea
056. Showered? You think
057. Been to a funeral? no
058. Been to a bar/bat mitzvah? nope
059. Seen an R rated movie? All the time
060. Had sex? No

D o
Y o u

061. Drink? once in a blue moon
062. Smoke or do drugs? Nope I leave that up to Luke
063. Have gay friends? To many to count
064. Have lesbian friends? yep
065. Have bisexual friends? Who isnt bisexual these days

E i t h e r
/
O r

066. Hot or cold? Cold
067. White or black? black
068. Spring or fall? Spring
069. Looks or personality? personality
070. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
071. Smart or stupid? Stupid
072. Video or dvd? dvd
073. Tape or cd? CD
074. Jock, prep, or skater? Skater
075. Serious or sarcastic? Sarcastic

F u t u r e

076. College? UF
077. Career? NIght Club owner
078. Place of marriage? the beach
079. Husband/wife? husband
080. Number of children? 1
081. Two girls names? Pardise and I cant think of the other one
082. Three boys names? Luke Jr luke Jesse
083. Car? Saturn 4 door coup
084. House? Nice one in the city
085. Place to live? IN FL

F a v o r i t e

086. Movie? Free way
087. Actor? Nathan Lane
088. Actress? Niochle Richie
089. food? Pizza
090. Drink? Sweet tea
091. Alcoholic drink? Long island ice tea
092. T.V. show? The real world
093. T.V. Channel? Fuse
094. Number? 5
095. Song? Scar By Papa Roach
096. band? Papa Roach Blink and Cynder
097. Artist?
098. color(s)? lime green and black
099. Thing to do? Watch tv eat sleep
100. Current time? 9:41

lostlittleone @ 2005-01-16T21:12:00

2005-01-17T02:16:06Z
More Than a Feeling
Love is no less a feeling
but a way of life.

This feeling I have in my stomach
and all over ... It's not only
a feeling.

The way I can love you, so deep
and pure, is something that feels
like a fairy tale, living happily
ever after.

I shake when I hear your
voice, my chest tightens.

I know it's not because I'm nervous,
because I love you and I know it.

An overwhelming sense of happiness,
overloading me.

My mind goes to nothing,
but that's fine because I
have you.

You invade my thoughts, but I gladly
accept the company.

You control me, but I'd do anything
for you.

Anything to make you
happy.

Love is life.

Undescribable.
Understanding.
Confusing.

Absolutely Perfect ...
With you.

Wow ummm Long time no chat huh........ Well I hvnt been on because I been trying to get good grades in school hasnt been working. Right now I have 3 A's 1 C 2 D's and 1 f great..... Ummm me and Luke are still friends.... He's been going though alot latily but I been there for him best thing I know how to do and I been talk to heather alot latly ummmm..... I miss luke. Other then that I have nothing to say I gots to go because I got to go and study for my exams peace out man........... Oh and I have only 69 days intill I go to LONDON Yessss!!!!

Do what you do

2005-01-17T02:10:06Z
WHAT IF...?
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you do me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

lostlittleone @ 2004-12-30T15:10:00

2004-12-30T20:13:01Z

Ultimate Highschool Quiz

Name
Favorite color
Sex
Favorite type of music
Dorks are..
Sporks are..
Your classmates think you are.. a Goth
You will graduate at age 18. FALSE
Will you get laid in highschool? (8) - Yes. - (8)
What percentage of the student body hates you? - 36%
Largest amount of cash offered to you for sex $186.23

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That is so cool not only do I get laid but I dont graduate but I am so cool

Oh and I have this for u.....

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.
Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post more than once, if you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends
(and perhaps others who read your LJ) have to say.

What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part Is	Your Lips
Special Talents Are	Stalking Your Prey

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Your LJ Strip Club by ScreamingDolai
username
The type of joint you run
Your club is called	Boob-O-Rama
Sleazy manager	poet_demas
Scary bouncer	sweetxserenade
Most frequent customer	wakeb_87
Highest paid stripper	cubbielee
Can do really acrobatic pole tricks	xxzombiexx
Just doing this to pay for med school	mmmmumbles
Had to get "enhancements" to make more money	sweetmizre

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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	unique

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Your Stripper Info by radioface
first name
age
Stripper Name:	Barbie
Specialty:	climbing the pole
Customers say:	"Nooo, come baaaack!"

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What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You work too hard
Strangers think	You're hot
Friends think	You talk too much

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Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink Thing	You have a puke fetish.
Your Sexual Strength	Sweet and gentle...
Your Sexual Weakness	Vibrators intimidate you.
Your Likely STD	You're clean!!
How Many Partners in Crime?	A few.

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What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say	"It's not that it was bad..."

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You in 10 years by lamborghinikid
Name
you will be	even more weird
you will have	long hair
you will of	become a midget
you will	smoke weed
you will drive a	Lamborghini
your shirt will say	i am special
you will endorse	storks
you will get even more	gayer
you will like	mountain dew
you will beat	a tv
you will look like

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Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2
LJ Username
You are:	Samurai (samurai)

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Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Username
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted of	Frequent Public 'Self-Love'
And sentenced to	Life with Parole
Warden	de4l_with_it
Abusive redneck guard	sassysairs
Easy to bribe guard	poet_demas
Cellmate	kawaiinekogrl
Wants to make you their bitch	sponge_talk
Drops soap in the shower on purpose	confusedlilfuck
Works in the laundry and smells people's undies	stacee_17
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits'	dyslexicheartx

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Your LJ Christmas Party by cerulean_dreams
Username
First to arrive	princessicons
Made a snowman with a strategically placed carrot	_crashxandxburn
Stuck a Candy Cane down their pants	sassysairs
Spiked the eggnog	stacee_17
Knocked over the Christmas Tree	spongemonkey07
Was ran over by Santa's sleigh	cubbielee
Was poisoned after they consumed a poinsettia	sweetxserenade
Dressed up as Santa	unimportant_one
Kissed you Under the Mistletoe	ihatesoleil

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At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be	Porn star
You will be worth	$698,541
Everyone will think you	looked cuter in high school

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Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque
Your Name
Band Name	Dashboard Confessional
Role	Vocalist
Trademark	Well-Worn Doc Martens
Love Interest	Well-Known Actress

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